Every so often, I reach this point, regardless of the church I attend or am employed by, where I realize I just don't fit. My thoughts are different. My beliefs are different. My worldview is different. I am just a misfit.
I have reached that point again.
So what now? I love the people, and I love my job. As usual, as the church secretary, there is no one I can talk to about this except my husband. He loves it here, and has been through all of this with me before. I think he has grown weary.
So, I am alone, typing into an anonymous blog site about something that hurts to my very core...and the only thing I can do is pray.
I really only fit one place; God's lap. Just need to sit there for a while, I guess.
